Saturday, March 28, 2009

Yet another eventful day.. Wow wee..

Ask and it'll be given ..
The Law of Attraction... I wonder how true can tis be as finally..at last...
I can feel the upward trends in my life patterns after a long long time of low phase..for God knows..how long..
15th Mar been a great day...so was yesterday, 27th Mar.. yet another eventful day, both at work n personal social life... An enriching school excursion w my little 2 Kind..sians.. but under scorching sun though... A super-high, entertaining Ktv with my poly folks... Just in time for me to build up energy for my ultimate, first-ever parents' workshop in 7 hours'time..

Looking back now,
I had just so lost n searching for the light or answer i need to have..Mths after mths.. Years after years.. since the day my heart broke terribly... What a journey of life...

I must say that it has only been recently that I have finally not caught up with my past and
moving on steadily..appreciate what Life can be ..day by day...
I no longer seek to be the someone whom everyone likes and their praises or comments no longer mean much to me..especially on days when I am just so so...connected to the Universe..tapping on the endless Energy Source...

Nonetheless, I still have my shares of anxiety and woes in my even-changing career situations day by day.. Being a mind trainer..I can never ever have total control of these 30 little young minds..ever-impressionable..by our media...the Internet.. not forgetting our television programmes. Challenging ..no doubt..my career can be.. times after times..there had been couple of occasions n trying times when I just want to simply give it all up and face the music... Yet, I guess the stakes involved are just too high for me to shoulder alone for the fact that I will implicate many other innocent parties.. I decide to hang on.. persevere on... till the day I get my complete freedom!

Soon, in a couple of months, I have served my 1st year in this profession of all times.. 3 more years to clock b4 total freedom of choice.. Sounds pretty long n scary if I am to count down..So nah, I have learnt to be smart n wise..at least ..to choose to be happy but not counting down..
Just live a day by itself..appreciate life n the beauty of it n be happy.. The universe will take care of it all :)

As for my personal life, I am optimisstic tat this will be the special year for me to remember..
When, I dunno .. n fear not..my friends.. happy news ought to be shared..isn't? So far, no updates.. friendship is still the best option for now as I am working towards stability in my job..
I guess when the time is ripe, I believe I will noe.. n things will just fall into place just like the way I long it to be.. Conviction is powerful!! Meanwhile, I suppose by celebrating the little success in my life will do just as well for now.. baby steps towards my blissful life..

Indeed, Confidence is what we have,
Commitment is what we do,
Conviction is what we pledge,
Cedar is what we are...

This old-time sch slogan just popped up in my mind..

1 Comments:

At 8:36 PM, Anonymous SzeLi said...

Great to see a positive change in you!

 

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