End of yet another Temp Job.. Jumprope Pgm

Today marks the closure of my temp job... JUMPrope Pgm @ BSSS...
Full of mixed feelings on this last day of work
... Happy that I can focus wholeheartedly on my FYP n sch now...
... Sad cos I am going to miss them.. Sob..Sob.. esp when I am getting to know my participants much better, creating much rapport..when more can be done to touch lives.. Then it's the end of job.. Reality of life.. Nothing is forever.. Not even Love, IMO.. Hmm.. But then some of them can be really playful at times, nonetheless they mean no real harm, anyway, aint they just kids... Patience... I certainly need to work on this aspect more... To become a very patient educator... Honestly.. This is a virtue I need to inculcate more in myself in order to tide through all the storms in my family, personal and career choices. I have chosen a path few would take and Only I can go through this challenging journey of mindgame with my very self.. of cos with my unwavering strong friend support and encouragements spurring me on. I am really glad to ve such pool of true friends.. A friend in need is a friend indeed. However, I too have had my fair share of pretentious and hypocritical "friends" too..

... Disappointed too at times as I have failed to reach out to some of those bochap,AP students whom I should ve tried my best but too late.. A great learning point for me though.
... Relieved as I am at last out of all the touchy.. working politics issues "saga" I may ve unwittedly entangled myself into... Or Perhaps.. He just simply can't stand my working style or look??? Who noes.. Haha.. Who cares anyway now that my job's done, though my pay aint cashed in yet.. so.. Oops.. I better watch what I am saying...
... Contented n pleased with myself... I have proved my point. or at least my frenzs wrong... A test of my patience and faith.. Learning to be giving unconditionally without even the expectation of appreciation from the recipients..( Honestly, this aspect is tough.. Really takes alot for one to be so giving and understanding).. At least, I noe I am more in control of my emotions. Work and emotions must never mix.. at least for me to be focused. Such working relationship can be really testing at times when ur partner dun see your point and your constraints faced when the higher authority always may seem to ve something against you... Or perhaps I am just being oversensitive. Our working rapport was further strained by our past experiences and collaborations.. Nonetheless.. despite of our past and difference, we did what we had to and our job had at least, I am certain of .. accomplished to the best of our abilities.
In addition, I have learned much about event planning and organisation.. No plan is foolproof, nothing beat this job when all your prior plan fell through when therewere times of poor communication and coordination with all concerned parties..Time and Logistics pblm had also been the other major limiting factors.

All in all, Time to close this chapter of my working experience and look forward to what my future beholds for me...