Sunshine back into my life.. A swinging Bachelorette :)

Thanks to Guru, Abraham Hicks and of cos my newfound friend last yr, Eug...
I finally feel that my life is restoring back to order and sunshine and happiness embracing my days ahead.. Yippee! It seems as though the storm is now over and the rainbow is out high in the sky to beautify my day! Nah..This all boils down to my perspective of life and the way i condition my moods n thinking.. Indeed Happiness is a choice, this lies entirely in my hand and no one can choose this for me. They can try all means to upset or anger me but as long as i am in control of myself emotionally with the right affirmation and love for myself to know that my happiness is paramount, getting upset by others aint bringing me anywhere closer to Happiness within.. So why waste my energy and time? To remain high and happy can be possible as long as i am in control of my perspective and way of thinking..

It seems all of a sudden I have emerged wiser and more contented with life as I finally grasped this concept of the Law of Attraction. Whenever you are happy, you emit a bolt of positive energy around and this in turn attract pple towards you as they want to be as happy as u.
The recent cycling trip @ ECP was the best example of my successful application of this abstract concept.. For the first time in my life for the past 5 years, never had I felt such sense of accomplishment with max satisfaction and joy despite of the minor hiccups which I handled with a calm and clear-headed mind, so unlike the usual panicky spider i often used to be called.

Hey hey, I have grown to be more in control of my life and of cos, more appreciative of myself n my strength.. I no longer feel that I am just a plain Jane out there.. I am instead a unique, sporty and outgoing gal.. not tat supermodel style but definitely a decent-looking gal with her sweet smile n dimple. :) To have or not to have a bf no longer matters now to me as long as i enjoy my life and job..teaching. Live each day as it is to be.. Contentment... I will be happy with my humble lot in life. With my queer way of thinking & basic criteria for my special someone, I believe getting hooked won't be that soon for me.

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My latest Fav Love Song.. Cao Ge's Coolz.. haha..

Hmm..wonder when will I ever get to sing such beautiful duet with that mystery Romeo in my life? Haha.. sounds so very wrong..Wat the hell! As though I am tat desperate..Omg! Of cos not.. After a rejuvenating trip to Buriram/Bangkok with my dear Nie Quest teammates, I had realised much more about what i truly want in life.. Maybe I am picky or fussy, but to seek what I want in this special someone.. I must admit is not an easy task..cos I am for a soulmate, a friend, a confidante n companion for life whom I accept and embrace into my humble life for whoever he may be.. with Unconditional Love, Personal Space, Maturity for both to support,grow n develop. everyday's a learning experience in the marathon of lessons through Life. Queer I may sound but i ain't looking for Security or Someone to take care of me in old age..Both of us being comfortable as who we are and accepting the cold hard truth of the fragility of life.. Nothing is permanent.. So How can one claim to seek Security from the other half of your life who is seeking Security in life too? Security is what many want in life but sadly to say, it can never be,excuse me, with the fragility of life,can our lifespan ever guaranteed at the first place? Cos no one knows for sure! Perhaps only our almighty God. So how can us, females always been seeking Security in our lives from the special someone to be? With terrorism and much uncertainties in the world happenings, Security comes from Fear. If there is no fear, will there be a need for security and let along military if us, humans could ever learn to co-exist and embrace one another? Survival of the fittest.I suppose..with the Evolution of life.. Co-existence in peace n harmony.. idealistic dreams..Someday, who noe? the ultimate world peace... though i must admit i am cynical about this too..but when u ve a dream, u gotten protect n live it!
So way to go..Better myself to becoming a better educator to touch lives towards a non-violent society perhaps? I will try n wish me luck.

Yu Jian

One of my favourite Stefanie Sun song.. Also the song I sang w fellow JOHer @ Yunnan Village during cultural performance..those happy times with the kids..How i miss them.. the mountains..the vast clear sky..of cos their beautiful blanket of stars when night falls... Someday..Perhaps I will be back there with a significant half? Hmm.. Coming to think about it.. Even without that someone in my life, i can still go back...as long as i finish serving my bond..Who knows...Anything is possible :P