Right in the middle of Practicum

Been ages since I last blog..
As usual.. my usual reason..Busy schedule..Busy..busy life..
Haha... not busy with relaxing or partying around the clock..
Yet..busy with fighting countless fires in my life... kind of emotional n rather very sensitive ones...
concerning my family... Now of cos... with another added to the list... my daily coping with my practicum so far... Haha.. I reckon that I should ve quite skilled in fire-fighting by the time I
completed this spectacular leap year... Indeed how spectacular!.. in terms of the twists and turns life throws at me so unexpectedly .. No doubt.. time can be quite tough and both mentally & physically draining... Nonetheless, with my strong friend support and of cos more faith n love in myself.. I am bettter equipped to handle such mind-boggling situation.

Love it or Hate it.. My surname can never be changed and this is a fact that I can never change. Haiz, this also means that I will always be implicated regardless of what I do.. Yes.. Dramatic soap opera or drama serials are fun n entertaining..But when it plays out right in front of you..with the greatest actresses n actors ( supposedly people whom U need to greet and look up to) being your seniors..How pretentious and hypocritical even ur so-called kins can be... Life is a paradox i guess... Let bygones be bygones.. What a smokescreen it turns out to be... Imagine I had been fooled too.. I seriously thought she has had realised her mistake and reconciled with my family.. Haha.. wat a fool we have been.. We all have been deceived!

Money woes or squabbles among even brothers can kill.. let alone among siblings? Now, i seriously see it with my own eyes... How one with her acid tongue and superb acting skills can go around sowing discord... Fine.. Be our guest.. Go on and do what you want.. Curse..swear... spread rumours about us..the most hated lot in our clan? watever... All i can say is that I know that truth prevails!! Time will tell it all... OUR CONSCIENCE is clear!! IF by doing so.. she and her rich hubby feel good n much better.. By all means.

As for now.. I shall hope for the best in my little sis's life... I have done my very best.. Time to move on.. and of cos... I seriously got to work hard for my final 4 weeks of training .. I have shown steady improvement..Keep it up gal!!
No doubt, your time management and instructions giving still need much polishing up..but rem..take baby steps ..U have improved no matter how small it may be... U can do it!
Yes..i noe.. I am beginning to enjoy the fruit of my labours..esp after little autis..boy complimented on my session..Thanks boy.. I will do my best .. U must be good boy okie too!!